Wow... two journals in a week.
But this one is just me saying how sorry I've been to everyone who I've hurt lately.
Not just lately, but the past say... 2 years or so.
All I can say is NEVER get into partying. Well you can, but if you're Irish with a history of alcoholism in your family, take my advice, it's all I ask. I partied hard for the past two years, averaging 4 four lokos every time I did. Last year, I had a pill problem. Certain individuals helped me get over that, and that got me closer to everyone again.
I stopped everything from April on, I didn't want to regret anything that I did, and then this summer I picked up again.
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